July 17, 2008

new spirit.new hope!;)

Hello..
hurm,.I dunno how to start,.but tetibe mlm td aku terpk,rsnye aku nih dah jauh menyimpang from ape yg aku determine mule2 aku dtg cni dulu,.I want to be someone yg bole banggakan my family,especially my mum and dad,but then ape yg dah berlaku skg?omg zunita,.*sigh*
I went to nz,I enjoyed myself there,smpai terlupe kat my family,xcall my parents,.aku lupe,my dad is dying in malaysia,my mum is worrying with lots of things,but then,aku?enjoy kat nz?apehal ngn aku nih?ita!!wake up!!adeyhh,.pastu menserabutkan kepala ngn bende2 yg xpatut,.hurm,.I shouldnt have done that..mak,abah,.im so sorry..ita lupe janji ita pada mak ngn abah..and to abah,ita rs regret sgt2 sbb g nz..ita xpatut wat cm2,.maafkan ita abah..im really2 sorry..ita tatau ape yg bole ita wat utk abah,.utk tebus my mistakes..Abah,xtau cane nak ckp,betapa 'regret'nye ita skg,.i shouldnt,shouldnt,shouldnt have gone to nz..or at least igt abah yg sakit,.call abah..but ita enjoy sakan,abah terlantar sakit..astaghfirullah..abah,maafkan ita,.
Abah,nothing else I can do to make the things right,but ita janji,it wont happen again..
Ita janji,I wont serabutkan kepala dgn bende2 yg xpatut,I should concentrate on my studies to make mak and abah proud having a daughter like me,.yes,i'll try my best;)
Abah,mak,ini janji ita,.sem ni,ita akan wat my very best for both of u..ita akan cb focus,i'll try my best to make abah and mak happy,or at least make abah senyum:)
Mak,abah,doakan yg terbaek utk ita,.amenn~

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