hurm..i am really2 sad..i dunno who to talk to..i know there are lots of frens outside there willing to lend their ears for me.,.but i just..dunno who to talk to..
after i called my dad this morning,i was really sad when knew his condition right now,.he cant speak,he cant hear,he refuse to eat,he refuse to talk to people,.but..what make me even more sad,.he just wanna talk to me..he recognized me..he called my name..
He wanted to say something to me,but I just cant understand what he said,I tried my hard to listen,to understand,but I just can't understand anything..
Then I called my mum,asked her to see abah,(coz my dad live with my step mother),and after a few hours,my mum called me..
She said,.whatever happens,.kuatkan semangat..jgn sedih sgt..coz my mum said,mmg xbole nak wat ape dah..I tried my hard not to cry in front of my mum,but i know my mum was so sad,and I cried again..she said,I am a good girl,jgn nangis,.I cried becoz i know my mum was so sad,.And my mum cried when she heard I cried,..
before u cant talk,u did tell me to be a good girl,to be a somebody one day..and I promise to myself,I will abah..eventhough u said u might not be here that time,but u want me to success..And u did say to banyakkan bace yassin for u,banyakkan solat hajat..igt Allah..insyaAllah abah..I will fulfill ur wishes..
u might not read this article,but one thing I want u to know,I never regret to be a father like you..whatever u did before,whatever people said before about you..I never bother about it,for me,without u,i am no one.,without u,i wont be here,i am not belong to this world..
No matter how bad are u before,let it be a history..for me,u are a great father..
last thing I want u to know,
adik sgt sgt sgt sayangkan abah..
adik xnak abah pergi cepat..
adik xpuas dgn kasih sayang abah..
maafkan segala kesalahan adik selama ni eh abah,.
halalkan makan minum adik eh abah..
adik sayangkan abah..