August 30, 2008

Happy independence day and Happy Fasting!

Hello to all,

Di kesempatan ini,I just wanna wish happy independence day and happy fasting!
I also wanna say sorry to all of u,if aku ade ckp pape yg xbes ke,or sakit kan ati ke,or xpuas ati ngn aku in any way,im so sorry,i just a human being,tends to make mistake.So,sorry to all.Semoga ramadhan tahun ini memberi seribu satu makna dan amalan kita pada tahun ni lebih baik dr tahun2 yg lepas,insyaAllah.

p/s: nak tuntut kad raye kat korang!sesape yg bermurah hati nak bg kad raye kan,this is my address:

Zunita Ramli,
9/54 The Avenue,
Parkville,
Victoria 3052,
Australia.

Haha,alang2 bg kad raye,bg laa hadiah for my besday skali,ok?:D:D:D

August 26, 2008

mencari erti kehidupan..

Hi to all,

Lately,I think my life is so miserable,.tahlaa.. sometimes I feel like lost,.bukan sbb aku ade problem ke ape,it just I feel so empty,.cm..kosong..tahlaa..rs xbest,.susah nak digambarkan ngn kate2..
but seriously,I feel empty inside,.myb this is my turning point.I have to muhasabah diri,what have I done,and why I feel so empty,so lost,.

Back to basic,and starts all over again,insyaAllah:)

August 25, 2008

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

well,.hurm,this song really suits my current life. tahla,.kekadang tu,tipu la kalo aku ckp aku mmg xde rs sedih or pape with my current problem,but i try to smile,and people just dont know how hard to pretend to smile..sigh~ kekadang,aku terpk jugak ape yg Allah nak tunjukkan kat aku,bile Dia bg ujian bertimpa2 to me?im not regret with Allah ke ape,.it just penah terpk..why it always me,.ade masalah yg besar2 cmnih..ape salah yg aku dah buat?byk sgt ke dosa aku dah buat slame nih,smpai Allah bg kaffarah dosa smpai mcm tu skali?or He has something to show me?tahlaa..kekadang rs give up jugak ngn life,.but i know i must be strong,.really strong..

tahla..
hope there will be a bright day for me,.one day..

August 21, 2008

air asia oh air asia,..

Hello everybody!:D:D:D
hurm,.i guess ramai betul org gembire since air asia wat announcement new route to melbourne with the cheapest price ever!one way, KL-melb is just RM600,including tax,meal,baggage.not bad la kan?slalunye,kalo one way,maunye smpai RM2000++,.huu~ tu kalo aku beli ngn harga cm tu,after tu,kalo aku makan kulit roti je pon tetiap hari,xcukop kot duit aku lagi.,haha.

Hurm,.pasal tambang murah nih,cm klaka pon ade gak,ye la,malam td, punye laa excited kan,nak tempah tiket balik(KL-melb),smpai xlelap nak tido!hahah.adeyhh,.klaka..klaka,.nak tunggu kol 2pagi(which is kol 12mlm kat msia when the sale started) mmg dugaan betul laa..last2,aku pesan kat iqah,book kan utk aku skali,sbb dia nak tunggu kol 2pg tu,.kang kalo lambat2,abes pulak tiket tu,.mau nye aku menangis tiada berlagu bak kate P.RAMLEE,.ekeke..haha..

Then,nak dijadikan cite,aku tido awal laa mlm td,which was kol 12(kol 10 kat msia),then bgn2 je pagi tuh,tgk iqah ade bg msg mlm tu,.ckp kredit kad dia xcukup duit plak nak book utk 3 org(aku,iqah and syai),.pulak dah,.down gile aku,.wuu~sbb nak jugak book tiket tu kan,aku pinjam kad kredit akila,di kale pepagi bute tuh,ditambah plak internet yg slow melow(sbb kuota yg abes) and aku yg kemamaian yg br bgn tido,digagahkan juge diri ini utk book tiket,.haha..pas2,aku lambat g kelas hr nih!ceh,.dah ler ujan ms bawak beskal td.sepanjang hari kot ujan,.ni sume sbb tiket air asia!(tp,cm xde kaitan kat situ)haha:D

tp xpe la kan,.aku pon telah slamat membeli tiket yg bes itu,.haha..hopefully,aku xde lah tetinggal flight lg,cm last year:D:D:D

August 18, 2008

Di mana kan ku cari ganti..

Hendak ku nangis
Tiada berair mata
Hendak ku senyum
Tiada siapa nak teman
Kalaulah nasib
Sudah tersurat
Begini hebat
Apa nak buat

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Serupa dengan mu
Tak sanggup ku berpisah
Dan perhati patah, hidup gelisah

Alangkah pedih rasa hati
Selama kau pergi
Tinggalkan sendirian
Tiada berteman dalam kesepian

Dunia terang menjadi gelita
Cahaya indah tiada bergema
Keluhan hatiku membawa derita
Kini kau jua tak kunjung jelma

Di mana kan ku cari ganti
Mungkinkah di syurga
Untuk kawan berduka
Menangis bersama, selama-lamanya

hurm,.malam td,i listened to my ipod,then tah cne,my ipod shuffled plak ke lagu nih,.and nak di pendekkan cite,aku pon xsedar,.air mata ni mengalir..mm,.teringat sangat kat abah..sbb dulu abah slalu sgt nyanyi lagu nih,and suara abah pon sedap;)

Hurm,.smalam,genap dah sebulan abah pergi..myb sbb teringatkan abah sgt kot,.mlm td..mimpi abah lg..

Abah,adik rinduuu sgt kat abah,..

August 15, 2008

me,throughout the years,.

































































1) July o8,New Zealand.
2)August o8,Melbourne
3)September 07,Raya o7,Melbourne
4)October 07,Malam Gemilang,Malaysia
5)2005,Telekom Scholar batch 05,Malaysia
6)December 07,Cameron Highlands,Malaysia

August 12, 2008

Every single thing happens for a reason..

Hi everyone,.
Hurm..well,.cm bese,when I started to write,there are things in my mind that keep bothering me,.*sigh~*

I think last week was the bad week not only for me,but i think for people around me as well,.So many problems,and things happened last week..well,.i dunno how to say,but ...

Sometimes I feel bad,coz nothing else I can do for them..Just listen to them..Well honestly,pretty hard for me just listen to them,I wanna help,I really do,but I dunno how..:'(

Why people around me feel sad..?why they have problem at the same time?and the worst thing is,why I couldnt do anything for them?

I really hope there will be a bright day for them.,

...

coz I love my friends.

August 10, 2008

Survey.

Where is the person you want most?
~my mum?of coz Malaysia tanah airku.ekeke:D
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
~my room,doing keje skola,i guess.hihi;)
Did your last kiss mean anything?
~when was my last kiss eh?
Does your ex miss you?
~ haha.tanye dia la kot.
Does anyone love you?
~i dun hv bf,is that mean there's no one loving me?
What are you doing tomorrow?
~pegi skola kat uni melb.
Are you easily confused?
~i dun think so.
Where were you at 9AM this morning?
~blom kol 9 pon lg.haha
Do you fall for people easily?
~i dont think so.
What does your last text message read?
~" nx to ds lab?"
What are you listening to right now?
~tapi bukan aku - kerispatih
How has the week been?
~not bad:D
Is there something you wish you could tell someone but cant?
~haha.no comment:D
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
~masalahnye aku xigt pon the last person aku kiss sape.haihh
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
~haha.my rumet?
Do you sleep with the TV on?
~nope.
Are you too forgiving?
~ yeah,i guess,but not to forget:D
Who do you miss?
~mum
What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
~ nasik
If you could have any car what would it be
~honda jazz hitam = kete mafia.hihi:D
What are you stressed out about?
~nothing
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
~nope
How many windows are open on your computer?
~2
In the past week have you gotten sick?
~nope
in the past week have you gotten a hair cut?
~nope
How many profile views do you have?
~tah,xigt
Who was ur last call from?
~my mum
What cant you wait for?
~summer hols in msia~!:D
What do you do with most of your time?
~ym-ing,assignmnt,g kelas kot:D
How many clothes do you have in your closet?
~xpenah kire
On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
~7.75
Will you and your ex ever get back together?
~i dont think so.just as a friend.
Do you think you-ll be a good Mother/Father?
~of course!;)
Are you high-maintainence?
~hurm.susah nih.tak kot.average.
Are you happy with the way life is going?
~yes,i do;)

10 things people do not know about me. (cont.)

9. Saya seorang yg pemalu.haha.caye x?:D i mean especially kalo ngn org2 yg cm aku xbese sgt,aku akan diam and jd seorang yg sgt baek.haha

10. I hv 6 dimples(lesung pipit),but only 2 of them are obvious at my cheek(pipi),other 2 are between my chin(dagu),and the other 2 at top of my cheek(atas pipi).:D:D:D

Well,.i guess thats lil bit info that most of my friends dont really know or realised.

:D

August 07, 2008

10 things people do not know about me. (cont.)

6. Saya mmg sgt2 pantang kalo org tipu. Ape salahnye ckp bende betul,bukannye aku nak marah,kan?

7.Saye takut lipas:D

8. I dont eat vege and red meat.

more on this later:D

August 05, 2008

Believe.

Hello,.its kinda long time I did not updates my blog,.malas plak kekadang.hihi,.Well,.tgh2 tunggu lab nak stat ni,tetibe datang plak idea nak tulis blog,.here we go.,

Aku tetibe pas solat td,teringat ade one of my fren,who is an international student,from Macau,she is a budist,then she used to ask me this question: "Are u Muslim because ur parents are Muslim?" Tetibe je dia tanye cm2,.then I was surprised,sbb slame ni xpenah ade org pertikaikan nape I am Muslim,xpenah ade org tanye,nape aku Islam?and mase tu,mmg aku terdiam,.and start thinking,.why I am a Muslim? then I said,"yup,I am Muslim,because my parents are Muslim",pastu dia tanye lagi,"Why you wanna be Muslim?Why dont you just convert to other religion?" then aku terdiam lg,.hurmm..nape ye?xpenah plak terpk,.pastu aku jawab."because I know Islam is a truth". dia cm xpuas ati ngn jawapan aku,dia tanye lagi,"How u can be so sure,Islam is the truth?"pas2 aku terdiam lagi.xkan nak ckp kat dia,ade kat dlm quran sume2 ckp Islam tu betul ke ape kan,sbb she obviously xpenah bc quran and xcaye pon kat quran.pas2 aku just senyum,..aku agak mencari2 jawapan kpd soalan yg dia tanye tu,.nape eh?how I can be so sure?pas2 dia tanye lg,"Why do you pray?to whom to u pray?If u dont pray,no body knows,right?".then aku senyum lg,aku jawab,i dont know how to explain to you,ye lah kan,xkan laa nak cite pasal israk mikraj kat dia,konpem laa lg dia pening and lansung xcaye kan..pastu aku ckp,"lemme put it in this way,if u dont eat,u will feel hungry,right?and u cant make urself full without eating anything,is that right?it is same like praying.ur soul need food.ur soul will starving if u dont feed it.and the food of the soul is pray.thats why we pray 5times a day,morning for bfast,afternoon for lunch,evening for tea,night for dinner and late night for supper.And yes,nobody knows if u dont pray,but God knows,He always look at you."and aku senyum,pastu dia cm wat muke puzzling and then dia ckp,"wow.yeah,its really makes sense.I never know that.and Islam is really a beautiful religion".

Well,i am not standing here[i mean writing] cause I am too good about Islam ke ape,but I am really grateful dilahirkan dlm Islam,mmg laa asalnye I am Muslim because my parents are Muslim,but itu sume adelah hadiah yg paling berharga and xternilai dr Allah,.sbb xsume org dilahirkan dlm Islam,and xsume org realise pasal tu,.And to be honest,before ni mmg aku sgt susah nak caye pasal bende2 ghaib,pasal alam barzakh,syurga,neraka,malaikat,even hari kiamat pon,.bukan aku tanak caye,aku nak caye,but the understanding tu sgt2 susah nak dpat,and sometimes aku nangis,.aku rs alone,.aku rs kosong,.aku rs hopeless..tatau nak bergantung kat sape,.mmg aku solat,tp aku rs solat aku tu losong,empty,.seriously,.then aku salu nangis,.aku doa supaya dikurniakan kepercayaan mcm org laen,.IMAN kpd bende2 ghaib,mcm org laen,.

Then,alhamdulillah,doa aku disambut oleh Allah yg sgt sweet:)).Dia ambil ayah aku,but Dia bg aku satu bende yg aku rs tak ternilai harganye,.keimanan terhadap bende ghaib..I dunno,after ayah aku meninggal,.aku rs kepercayaan tu muncul,i dunno from where or when,but,..tah..its very difficuilt to explain,.hurm,.well,aku rs,myb still ade lg org kat luar sane yg pon cm aku dulu,ragu2 pasal bende2 cmni,and jgn rs inferior,doa byk2 kat Allah,and igt,walau cane pon kite xcaye,solat and doa,and cayelah Allah tu sweet,He will answer us,dont stop from believing!;)

August 01, 2008

Survey.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED .....
-------------6 years ago----------
1) How old were you?
.15
.
2) Where did you go to school?
. sekolah tun fatimah,johor.
.
3) Where did you work?
.i didn't work.full time student.
.
4) Where did you live?
. johor bahru
.
5) Where did you hang out?
. angsana laaaa,mn lagi?lol
.
6) Did you wear glasses?
. 6 years ago..nope,i didn't.
.
7) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
. I didn't have bestfriend 6 years ago:(
.
8) How many tattoos did you have?
. 8.haha.kidding2.none:D
.
9) How many piercings did you have?
. 2.tp xpakai earing pon.haha.tindik je lebih:D
.
10) What car did you drive?
. duh.xde lesen ar.
.
11) Had you been to a real party?
. define real party please?
.
12) Had You had your heart broken?
. 6 years ago,.nope.

13) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced:
. single.
.
-------2 years ago-------
1) How old were you?
. 19
.
2) What school did you go to?
. Taylors University College,Subang Jaya.
.
4) Where did you live?
. Sunway,Selangor,obviously.
.
5) Where did you hang out?
. hurm,Sunway pyramid,NKU,longkang?haha.
.
6) Did you wear glasses?
. yes,wuu~~xnak pakai!:(
.
7) Who were/was your best friend/s?
. nadya.
.
8) How many tattoos did you have?
. none.
.
9) How many piercings did you have?
. still 2.
.
10) What car did you drive?
. none.
.
11) Had your heart broken?
. yes.
.
12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
. taken,pas2 single.haha.
.
-------------Today-------------
1) How old are you?
.21
.
2) Where do you go to school?
.The University of Melbourne,Australia.
.
3) Where do you work?
. full time student.
.
4) Where do you live?
. The Avenue,Parkville,Australia.
.
5) Where do you hang out?
. city of Melbourne,basically.
.
6) Do you wear glasses?
. yes:(
.
7) Who are your friend(s)?
. should I write all of them?
.
8) How many tattoos do you have?
.none.
.
9) How many piercings do you have?
. 2.
.
10) What car do you drive?
. none.
.
11) Have ur heart broken?
. no.
.
.
12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
. single.
.
WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: survey nih.
.
1 HOUR AGO: solat.
.
1 DAY AGO: bukak pose @umah bad.
.
1 YEAR AGO: balik msia mase summer!:D
.
I LOVE: family and friends.
.
I HATE: dont hate people.
.
I FEAR: lipas.
.
I FEEL: hungry.
.
I HIDE: my problem.
.
I MISS: my family,of course and nadya too!:(
.
I NEED: food.
.
I KNOW: I can be better than who I am now.
.
I THINK: I wanna eat now.
.
First piercin: 5 years old.
.
First credit card: none.
.
Last big car ride: xbwk kete.
.
Last movie had seen: step up 2.
.
Last food consumed: nugget pg td.
.
Last person you texted/called: iqah kot.
.
Last CD played: upin and ipin.haha
.
Last drink drunk: orange mango drink.sedap!;)
.
SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: hungry.
.
I HAVE: handphone.lol
.
I LIKE: chatting
.
I WISH: someone cook for me right now.
.
I DANCE: when I want to.
.
I CRY: when I feel sad.
.
FAVORITES..
NUMBER: 3 and 7
.
COLOR: red and black
.
DAY(S): friday!:D
.
MONTH(S): september.hehehe
.
SEASON: spring
.
DRINK: watermelon juice.waaaa~~
.
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?
.nope.
.
HELPED SOMEONE?
.yes.
.
GOTTEN SICK?
.nope.
.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?
.nope.
.
SAID 'I love you'?
.nope.
.
TALKED TO AN EX?
. yes.
.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?
. nope.
.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?
.nope.

Abes dah?patutlaa lapar gile~+_+