August 25, 2008

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

well,.hurm,this song really suits my current life. tahla,.kekadang tu,tipu la kalo aku ckp aku mmg xde rs sedih or pape with my current problem,but i try to smile,and people just dont know how hard to pretend to smile..sigh~ kekadang,aku terpk jugak ape yg Allah nak tunjukkan kat aku,bile Dia bg ujian bertimpa2 to me?im not regret with Allah ke ape,.it just penah terpk..why it always me,.ade masalah yg besar2 cmnih..ape salah yg aku dah buat?byk sgt ke dosa aku dah buat slame nih,smpai Allah bg kaffarah dosa smpai mcm tu skali?or He has something to show me?tahlaa..kekadang rs give up jugak ngn life,.but i know i must be strong,.really strong..

tahla..
hope there will be a bright day for me,.one day..

2 comments:

Mr F said...

itakkk....

kamukk...

Hikhikhikhik...

jangan sedey2..aku kan ade...

hik hik hik...

zunitaseriously said...

isk.sapekah anda?Mr F?