June 18, 2009


I'll be inactive for blogging for about a month. I'll be back on July 21st,2009. Pray for me, so that I'll be safe throughout the journey and will be back soon.

To my love ones, I'm gonna miss u so much and please do take care of urself, okay?
I love you.


so much.

June 17, 2009


This word suddenly strike into my head. Everybody scared of death, including me. I scared of death, but at the same time, I'm curious about the life after death. Yes, I always heard that death is painful, but I'm really curious how it feels. We come back to our Creator like how we come to the earth,i mean life.Alone. With the darkness, with the coldness, all we have are only ourselves.

Some people die because of swine flu. Some people die because of the airplane crash. Some people die because of an accident, and some people die because of suicide. No matter how we die, we definitely are going to die. One day. And we never come back to the earth. We'll leave everything that we've got here, family, friends, macbook yg terchenta, money, house, everything.. and what we can bring is only our good deeds and bad deeds that we did through the life..

Yes,I'm scared of dying,.but I'm curious about it.How about u?

June 08, 2009

Un coeur simple

If the heart is always searching, 
Can you ever find a home? 
I've been looking for that someone, 
I'll never make it on my own. 
Dreams can't take the place of loving you, 
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes, 
And tell me that you love me. 
Everything's alright, 
When you're right here by my side. 
When you look me in the eyes, 
I catch a glimpse of heaven. 
I find my paradise, 
When you look me in the eyes. 

How long will I be waiting, 
To be with you again 
Gonna tell you that I love you, 
In the best way that I can. 
I can't take a day without you here, 
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. 

When you look me in the eyes, 
And tell me that you love me. 
Everything's alright, 
When you're right here by my side. 
When you look me in the eyes, 
I catch a glimpse of heaven. 
I find my paradise, 
When you look me in the eyes. 

More and more, I start to realize, 
I can reach my tomorrow, 
I can hold my head high, 
And it's all because you're by my side. 

When you look me in the eyes, 
And tell me that you love me. 
Everything's alright, 
When you're right here by my side. 
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go 

Cause when you look me in the eyes. 

And tell me that you love me. 
Everything's alright, 
When you're right here by my side. 
When you look me in the eyes, 
I catch a glimpse of heaven. 
I find my paradise, 
When you look me in the eyes. 

Someone gave this song to me, and yeah, I like it so much.thanks:)

June 07, 2009

ss nrv.

je suis très contente. 
Chuis nrv avec qqn.DSL.heh

June 06, 2009


Omg, can't wait for new moon to release~!
cepat laa november!

p/s: okay, I addicted to this already:D

June 04, 2009

Kerinduan seorang anak..

Mmm..xtau nape,i really2 miss my late dad.. tanggal 18july ni, genap lah setahun abah pergi.. kebelakangan ni adik slalu mimpi abah..adik tertanya2 jugak abah, kat mana silapnya tu,.adekah ade pape yg ingin disampaikan dalam mimpi tu..? Adik sangat2 rindukan abah..adik xbole deny itu,abah..but adik tau, insyaAllah, nnt abah tunggu adik kat sana eh?:)

Dalam mencari2 kepastian mengenai mimpi2 tu, adik tgk balik blog2 yg adik penah tulis pasal abah.. and sampai lah pada entry 18july 2008, hari abah pergi meninggalkan dunia ni, adik ade letakkan janji, untuk selalu bacakan yassin untuk abah.. adik tersentak,abah. mungkin sebab tu, abah slalu 'muncul' dlm mimpi adik? igtkan adik dgn janji adik? abah, adik sgt2 mtk maaf dgn abah..adik slalu leka dengan hal2 duniawi,. abah, terima kasih eh 'igtkan' adik dgn janji adik tu. adik sayangkan abah, adik sgt2 rindukan seorang ayah- abah.

Abah, nx week adik da nak final,. abah jangan lupa doakan adik ye,abah? dulu adik slalu mtk abah doakan adik bila adik nak xm kan abah? before xm, adik cium tangan abah, mtk restu abah.abah igt tak,abah? :) abah, doakan adik berjaya dunia akhirat eh abah, insyaAllah, nnt kita jumpe kat sane tau,. adik rinduuu sangat2 nak tenung muke abah:)

Abah, adik rasa nak solat jap la, and pasni, adik nak bacekan yassin skali utk abah before adik start study.. adik hope abah sentiasa happy kat sane:)


p/s: Al-Fatihah untuk allahyarham Ramli bin Abdullah.semoga abah sentiasa dalam lindungan rahmat-Nya. Ameen:)

Crucial Air France Crash

PARIS, France (CNN) -- French officials -- who said there is now no hope that anyone survived the crash of an Air France jet that plunged into the Atlantic -- said Wednesday they may never find the doomed jets' flight data recorders.

The Airbus 330, with 216 passengers and 12 crew members on board, disappeared from radar screens, some three hours after it took off from Rio de Janeiro in Brazil en route to Paris.

A memorial for the victims of Flight AF 447, which included 61 people from France, 58 Brazilians, 26 Germans and people from 29 other countries, will take place at the Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris at 10 a.m. ET (4 p.m. GMT). Brazil has declared three days of mourning.

Air France CEO Pierre-Henri Gourgeon said aircraft encountered heavy turbulence about 02:15 a.m. local time Monday (10:15 p.m. ET Sunday). At that point, the plane's automatic system initiated a four-minute exchange of messages to the company's maintenance computers, indicating "several pieces of aircraft equipment were at fault or had broken down."

The jet, which was flying at 35,000 feet and at 521 mph, also sent a warning that it had lost pressure, the Brazilian air force said. Its last known contact occurred at 02:33 a.m., the Brazilian air force spokesman added. Map of Flight AF 447's flightpath »

"We need time to reach the recorders," said Paul-Louis Arslanian, head of France's Accident Investigation Bureau.

The recorders give off a locator signal that lasts for up to 30 days, and the French government has sent a research vessel with a deep-diving submersible on board to the area where the plane's debris was found.

French officials said weather conditions at the site -- believed to be a major factor in the crash -- remain "extremely difficult" and the depth of the Atlantic near the sites where wreckage was found is around 7,000 meters (21,000 feet).

"Even in history ... recorders from time to time were found after the 30 days. But I'm not so optimistic," said Arslanian at a press conference Wednesday. "It's not only deep it's also very mountainous at that place of the ocean."

Arslanian said answers on what caused the crash could take a long time.

"It could be long, we can not do with 80 percent understanding," said Arslanian. "This catastrophe is the worst that our country has known in our country's air history."

He said there appeared to be no problems with Flight AF 447 before take-off, but that everything had to be "checked and verified."

Source: CNN

June 02, 2009

Indonesian model flees 'abusive' prince

A teenage US-Indonesian model has returned to her family in Indonesia with tales of abuse, rape and torture at the hands of a Malaysian prince, after her dramatic escape with the help of Singapore police.

Manohara Odelia Pinot, 17, told reporters she was treated like a sex slave after her marriage to Tengku Temenggong Mohammad Fakhry, the prince of Malaysia's Kelantan state, last year.

Her mother, Daisy Fajarina, said she would press charges against the 31-year-old prince, and blamed the Malaysian and Indonesian governments for trying to cover up the alleged abuse.

"The things I've been afraid of were revealed to be true. Manohara has suffered physical abuse. She's got several razor cuts on her chest," Fajarina told AFP on Monday.

"No parent could be silent if their child was treated in such a barbaric way."

The Malaysian government had ignored her pleas for access to her daughter and had blocked her from entering the country, she said, while the Indonesian embassy had said that Manohara was fine with her new husband.

But the young woman - a well-known socialite in Jakarta - said her life at the royal palace involved a "daily routine" of rape, abuse, torture and occasional drug injections that made her vomit blood.

She said she was usually held under guard in her bedroom at the palace and was injected with tranquillisers whenever she complained.

"I am still traumatised by all that happened and it has left an impact on me," she told reporters in Jakarta on Sunday, after escaping the royal family during a trip to Singapore over the weekend.

"Sexual abuse and sexual harassment were like a daily routine for me, and he did that every time I did not want to have sexual intercourse," she was quoted as saying in The Jakarta Globe.

"I could never think a normal man could do such things," she said, adding: "Some parts of my body were cut by a razor."

The teenager whose fairytale wedding to a prince captured the imagination of Indonesia said she would be tortured if she did not appear to be happy when she attended social functions with Fakhry.

"Every time I went for events they forced me to smile and would torture me if I did not do what they said," she told the press conference.

She said she secretly called Singaporean police and pleaded for help after the royal family took her to the city state when they accompanied Fakhry's father, Sultan Ismail Petra Shah II, for medical treatment.

"The police told Fakhry that he would be held in jail if he did not let me go. No one could force me against my will in Singapore and I knew I had a chance to escape," she said.

The model once voted as being among Indonesia's "100 Precious Women" said she escaped her guards by pushing the Singapore hotel elevator's emergency button.

They were reluctant to chase her because they knew the scene would be captured on security cameras.

She blasted the Indonesian embassy in Malaysia, saying: "They made it worse by telling lies, saying that I was fine while I was suffering in Kelantan."

A spokesman for the Indonesian foreign ministry insisted the embassy had done everything it could to help Manohara and said the government would assist her if she wanted to file charges against her husband.

Malaysian Deputy Prime Minister Muhyiddin Yassin said the government would not investigate the claims.

"I think this is more of a personal matter. To date we have not been dragged into it, so we want to leave it as it is," he told reporters in Kuala Lumpur.

Malaysia's royal rulers used to enjoy immunity from criminal and civil charges but the privilege was removed in 1993.

There has been no comment from the Kelantan royal family.

Manohara's lawyer, Yuri Darmas, said she would have a medical examination to back up her allegations of abuse.

"We need one to two days to gather evidence before we file a lawsuit to the Malaysian police," he said, adding that he intended to pursue both criminal and civil lawsuits against the prince.

Manohara has already filed for divorce, her mother said.

Source: The Age Australia

p/s: Gile!