September 30, 2009

Finals and me.

Hello people,
Last few days, the timetable for the final exam is out. I got mine, and I love it. So much!:)


The exam timetable

I will start my exam quite early, on 9th november with French and will finish on 19th November with DS3. I thought I will finish my exam at the very end of the exam week (as always), but not this sem (happy!). Whatever it is, I got a month from now to prepare for my finals as I cant wait till the last minutes because I won't be able to cover everything:(. Next week is week 8 for uni, that's mean I will get A LOT of things to settle, like projects (which I still have 2 of them to do in 4 weeks time), assignment (MATLAB based, which is well-known-hated-subject by me), presentation (which I havent do any preparation for that), and other things as well. Sigh~ Why lecturers always do the last minutes work as well? Everything want to be cramped at the end of the semester. Sigh again.

Ok, forget about that for a while, during the spring holidays, actually I was working on the interface of my mac, I just feel bored with the same interface, so I changed some of them. It took quite long time to do, (most of the time just finding in the internet which interfaces that I like), and I still havent finish it. Still need to change some of them.


The incomplete interface of my mac

And I still havent finish reading my 'Breaking Dawn' book. It's all because of Jacob. pfft. Feel want to skip his chapter, but feel guilty about it.lol.So, that's why still havent finish reading it. I think if I was in Edward chapter (which is impossible), I might already finish the book.lol. okok, enough for now. Need to continue my revision.

p/s: I miss u.

September 29, 2009

The best 22nd birthday ever:)

Hello people,
Today is my 22nd birthday, yes, I know, I'm getting old.lol. I want to take this opportunity to thank to all people what wish me from 2 days ago (I know it's weird people start to wish me 2 days before my birthday, but yes, it's okay, u can wish whenever u like,right?lol), until today. Thank you to people that wish me through phone call, text, ym, msn, skype, facebook, or even in person. Thousands and zillions of thanks to all of you. sweet:)

Not to forget to my beloved mother, who was wishing me yesterday (coz she scared she might forget my birthday), for her pray for me,it was very touching when she wished the very best of luck for me for my success in the world and hereafter. Thank you,mak:)

And the very special thank you to my greatest boyfriend ever, Shahrul Nizam Azman, for the celebration (though we just celebrated through skype, but it was great:)), thank you for the birthday song that u sang (I never know u have a nice voice,sweet:)), thank you for the time u spent with me on my birthday last night, thank you for the great red rose,


the rose:)

thank you for the gift (now u know how to pronounce Lancome correctly:P) and I love the gift so much coz I've been wanting it since long time ago though I never asked from u:),

the perfume:)

thank you for the cards- one with the rose and the other one is handmade (by yourself), I love the wishes, I love every word u put in it.


the card:)

Thank you so much sayang, everything was perfect and great!:D:D:D


the flower and the perfume:)

p/s: will never forget this 22nd birthday ever:)

September 25, 2009

raya updates

hari ni dah hari ke-6 raya. raya kat melbourne pon, not bad gak laa rase. ala, masuk thn ni, dah 3thn raya kat melbourne, so far ok laa..though xbole nafikan la raya kat malaysia waaaaayy greater than in melbourne. anys, ms malam raya tu, I went to Malaysian hall, with some friends, dgr takbir raya and jumpe kawan2 sume.bese la,jumpe, mtk maaf, then wat salah balik.haha. tp, itulah kawan namenye.sok2 mtk maaf lg.lol.



mase first day raya was great.pepagi lagi dah jumpe org kat jepun.hehe. skyping di pagi hari raya. this year is the first time I raya with him. so agak excited jugak la.eh bukan agak,tp mmg excited pon. mmg la xdpt physically raya sesame, but the fact that we both together, wore the same colour of baju raya, reminded me of him alllll daaaaaaaaay long.:) pagi raya, g solat kat st Ambrose hall kat brunswick. then pas solat raya,bese lah kan, makan2..jumpe kawan2 and must-thing-to-do->photoshot!wooottt!!wooooottt!hehe.



pas balik from st ambrose hall, makan2 kat my house plak coz I did rendang ayam and memasing pon ade bwk some foods, bad with her rainbow cake and federo rocher, iqah and syai with their puddings and some cookies.



makan2, gossip2, then gerak g open house umah dekat2 avenue ni gak la. g makan nasik dagang. sedap.tp ms tu tank dah full kan,so xde la rs sgt nikmat nasik dagang tu.*down* pas2 kitorang gerak g open house umah azizul hasni, the malaysian cyclist yg ade training kat cni. ok,this is the funniest part. Ms nak g umah dia tu, kitorang xtau umah dia katne, we cannot find the direction that he gave us, so we decided for him to take us from the tram stop. but the thing is, dia plak xtau tram stop tu katne. call punye call, rupenye dia kt sebelah tram stop tu je (sebelah tram stop is jalan, where there is the traffic light) kat dalam keta. ms tu traffic light merah, bole plak kitorang terus naek keta dia kat traffic light tu, and gelak2 cm hape je. *xpenah aku wat keje jahat cm2.haish*

after balik dr open house azizul hasni tu, lepak kat umah jap, konon nak setel down, kasik free kan perut nak g open hse kat city plak. tp memandangkan ms tu da ptg and memasing full and kepenatan, so kitorang kensel kan plan nak g the other open hse..abes la agenda utk the 1st day of raya.

on the second day of raya, xde ape sgt la,just mlm tu ade open house isma kat monash parkville. pg agak lambat, so food cm da abes:( and balik tu,hujan plak.hadoi lah,terpaksa meredah hujan ngn kebaya.haha.tp xpe, 'biar sejuk asal bergaya' lalala~





okie dowkie! itu je kot update utk this entry.oh yes, tomorrow i got 2 open houses to go.and lotsss of assignment to go too!:(

pape pon,happy raya!

taa~

p/s: nak g city lah.hr cm da cerah:)

September 18, 2009

Raya yg syahdu:(

Hello people,

Here I go again..just talking to my second sister, she was on her way back to kampung..suddenly I miss my family so much..bukan senang nak berkumpul ramai2 skali kan (yeah,i know my family xramai mn pon,but still..)..my sister cite2 pasal raya, buat langsir baru lah,cat rumah baru lah, beli tempat letak kuih raye baru lah,ape lah,menambahkan lg kesyahduan beraya di perantauan ni..tsk tsk. my first sister pon ade kat umah now..sure best,da lame gile xgeng ngn diorang kan, kumpul ngn my mum skali,gossip2 (bese laa..famly sume ppuan,standard la tu kan).itulah,bende2 cm2 la yg mengeratkan lg kitorang kot..

actly my sis call nak tanye pasal kuih raya yg dia pos aritu, dah smpai ke belom..mmg la dah smpai, tp kui tartnye dah jadi habuk..nak makan pon kene pakai sudu..ade laa yg xhancur,1-2 cm2 kot..jd cm 'mencri-kuih-tart-tersembunyi' lak jadinye.sedih kan jd aku? sigh~ itulah hidup di perantauan..:( then baju raya plak, tailor tu salah jahit ke ape tah..nak xnak kene alter sndiri..smpai kol 3pagi aku mengalter baju tuh,and at last puas ati gak la..tp xtau org laen rs cne kan.but xkire,nak gak pakai baju coklat tu,sbb nak same ngn si dia di sana*wink2* :)


ni la rupa paras kuih tart yg kene makan pakai sudu+_+"



seb baek almond london ni boleh blah lg bentuk.haih~
smalam pon,aku sahur ngn kuih raya je, makan 2-3 ulas, then minum air, pas2 buka pose pon same..then pg td plak terlepas sahur..isk. sian dia, dia da kejutkan da, but aku sriyes xsedar, then..terlepas sahur..xpe la,.ok kot, ade lagi rsnye saki baki kuih raye smalam dalam perut ni,cukup smpai buka nnt,insyaAllah:)

so, di kesempatan ni, nak wish sumeorg slamat hari raya,maaf zahir batin..yg mn terkasar bahasa, terguris hari perasaan, mtk maaf byk2 la eh:)

To my dearie, Shahrul Nizam Azman, Slamat hari raya too,maaf zahir batin:)

p/s: nak masak rendanglah hr ni, kat city ade jual lemang instant tak eh?

September 15, 2009

cold blood.

They always say that I have cold blood.
'Coz everytime they touch my hand, they feel cold though they're not.
They used to say, i'm a reptile.
Don't they know, I'm one of the Cullen's family?
HAHAHAHA *evil laugh*

p/s: im missing him badly:(

September 11, 2009

:)

mm..today dah 21st ramadhan..ya Allah cepatnye.. lg 9hari je Ramadhan da nak pergi,. xtau laa thn depan diberi peluang lg tak utk berjumpa Ramadhan..sigh~
Anyhow,rs cm sedih jugak laa..coz my target this year mcm xsmpai je..:( i wish I got more days left in ramadhan..i wish i could finish the quran, which is now im left far behind from my target:'(

one thing i realize this ramadhan is, i see people around me sume cm ber'mood' ramadhan, which means many people berubah jd baik, or at least i feel like that. i hope i'll be better as well:)

and ms ramadhan ni, teringat jugak la kat umah,kat mak,family..and juga,sgt2 teringat kat my dad,.cane lah eh dia kat sane..kekadang menitis air mata jugak laa..bile terkenang zaman pose dulu2 ngn dia,tp xpe lah,Allah lebih sayangkan arwah,whatever it is, life must go on:)

Ya Allah,
dalam keberkatan Ramadhan ini,
Kau ampunilah dosa2 kedua ibu bapaku,
dosa2 emak,
dosa2 abah,
Kau berkatilah hidup mereka,
Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan mereka,
Kau sayangilah mereka sepertimana mereka menyayangiku sejak aku kecil,
semoga roh abah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yg beriman.
Amen ya Allah~


p/s:rs cm nak wat karipap la plak hrni.slurp2!

Doa for 21st ramadhan.



Translation:

O Allah, on this day, show me the way to win Your pleasure, do not let Shaytan have a means over me, make Paradise an abode and a resting place for me, O the One who fulfills the requests of the needy.

September 05, 2009

Are we really that independent?

Hello people,

Yesterday I went to a QC session at Dee's house in Pelham and we talked about 52th Independence Day which was celebrated in 31August, each year. We discussed about the meaning of independent to most Malaysians. What attracts my attention the most was how general Malaysians define the meaning of INDEPENDENCE itself. I'm so sad when seeing people's mindset; when we say about independent, what comes to their mind are 'where to celebrate?', 'what's the plan for tonight (12 o'clock celebration)', 'port for celebration, partying' and etc. Is that the meaning of independence for them? It seems like independence=partying,enjoying, time to expressing yourselves and desire. Are we really that independent? or it's just the name of freedom as in u can partying whenever u like, u can celebrating whenever u feel like to? Do our mentality are independent from these thoughts?



For me, independence day is a day where we look back to our past, and think back the sacrifices of our warriors to get the independence. How hard they have been through, how difficult they felt and how strive they were in order to get the freedom. When I say freedom, it gives a broad range of aspects, freedom from colonialism in terms of mentality, psychologically, physically and other aspects of life as well. Independence Day suppose to be a turning point where people back to reality, and realize how far they have contributed to the country, not the day where people celebrating the day, showing they already satisfied with what they got now. One thing we have to remember, independence is something that we should maintain, something that need hard work to keep it, not something that very certain will be ours forever.

p/s: Grow up Malaysia politicians! Don't be so childish! *emo*:P

September 04, 2009

Doa:)

I found this doa is very useful and i love the translation:)


Translation:

“Oh Allah! Indeed I am Your abd (worshipperslave)
Son of Your male abd (my father) and female abd (my mother)
My forehead is in Your Hand (i.e. You have control over me)
And Your Judgement upon me is assured, and Your Decree upon me is just
I ask you with every name that You have named Yourself with
Or revealed in Your Book (Quran), or taught to any of Your creation
Or kept with Yourself in the knowledge of the unseen that is with You
That You make the Quran the life of my heart, and the light of my chest
And the banisher of my sadness and the reliever of my distress.”