June 24, 2010

A lesson:)


Okay, last few days, I had the argument with this stranger people (myb the whole family of hers).
But, what I got from that is, if you have an argument with an unprofessional people, it's just not worth ur time.

And don't get influenced with their behavior coz u r educated people! Let them be in their 'own' world.

:)


June 23, 2010

Alhamdulillah:)


“And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad
 tidings to as-Saabireen (the patient ones). 
 Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: “Inna lillaahi wa Inna Ilaihi Raaji’un (Verily to Allah we belong and verily, to Him we shall return).”
 They are those on whom are the Salawaat (i.e. who are blessed and will be forgiven) from their Lord, and (they are
 those who) receive His Mercy, and it is they who are the guided-ones.” (2:155-157)

Thank you Allah^_^

June 21, 2010

The voice of a little heart..

I never complain about myself. I never complain about my family. I never complain about the hardship that I've been through since I was small. I never complain about my parents. I never complain about everything.
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But I cant deny, deep inside, my heart feels something. My heart wanna shout out loud. My heart want it's voice could be heard by everyone.

I never complain about the hardship that I've to go through. I never feel underestimated by friends who can buy anything whenever they want to, I never feel ashamed with my background. I never ask God, why I was born in my family. Have to struggle for life. My late dad was peniaga kat pasar malam. I never ashamed to mengaku my late dad was peniaga pasar malam. He used to be rubber tapper too. I always help him utk kutip getah and jual. Getah tu busuk. Dalam kebun getah banyak nyamuk, pacat, hutan, semak samun. But I never complain anything. Never.

I never complain why bila balik STF, kereta parents org lain mewah2, kete Mercedes, BMW, paling koman pon, WAJA. But my late dad's was FORD lame. Tahun 60-an nye kete. But I never feel ashamed for that. I never feel ashamed having parents like my late dad and my mum.

Whoever they was, they still my parents. Past, present and future. The fact will never change. Never ever. I love them. I love my parents. Whatever they did in the past, whatever the wrongdoings in the past, I am proud having parents like them. I never complain having parents like them.

My dad passed away when I was in second year. That was tough. But I never complain. I believe He knows the best. I have to be strong, though deep inside my heart was crying. Sometimes, I dream about my late dad. I cried. I always recite Yassin for him. That the only thing I can give him. I hope he always happy in 'there'. Honestly, I miss my late dad. Like, missing him so much. I cant wait to see him again. InsyaAllah..

I never complain anything when I have family problems. The bigger the problem is, the nearer I will be to God. Whatever it is, I never complain anything. I thank to God coz till now, He still let me breath, He still lend me the eyes to see, the nose to smell, the mouth to talk, the hands to write, the ear to hear, the heart to pumping blood, the oxygen, the food, everything. He still loves me. Why because of the small little test He gave me, I have to complain? I have no right to complain anything.

After all, He knows the best. Thank you Allah. For everything.


June 19, 2010

Happy!

Really love this video. My other half dedicated to me, while I was sulking. (nk pujuk la kononnye.hehe) Btw, enjoy!!



June 17, 2010

Blogger award la pulak yeh


Haiyoh, setelah sekian lame xade mende alah ni, tetibe telah ditag utk menerime award lah pulak yeh. baiklah2. Disebabkan saudari Khazliqah Nordin telah menganugerahkan award ni, terime lah yeh. There you go!



First step, Thank the person who gave you the award and link the person.

My a very HUGE thank you to cik iqa coz gimme this award:)

Second step,Spread the words to 10 bloggers who you like and you think their blog are awesome .

mmm..sesape lah rs blog dia awesome, silelah buat ye.haha.jgn risau,perasan sendiri pon ok.

Last step, Tell 5 thing about yourself.

5 things about myself? mm..there you go;

1. Now tgh struggling for my final paper for this sem.
2. Got lotsa things to do this winter break.
3. Just lost my lovely-the-only-gold-bracelet-gift from my mum
4. I love cats, and roses. but I love my boyfriend more.
5. Missing STF so much lately. dunno why. dont ask me.

June 10, 2010

10 things.

10 things people do not know about me:

1. Saya tidak minum susu selain SOYA.
2. Saya tidak makan daging, kecuali AYAM.
3. Saya tidak makan organ dalaman haiwan spt hati, perut, tempedal, etc.
4. Saya tidak makan kuning telur.
5. Saya tidak makan sayur hijau.
6. Saya mempunyai jahitan di kepala kerana jatuh longkang ms f5.
7. Saya pernah kemalangan kerana menunggng motosikal dan terlantar di hospital selama seminggu.
8. Pernah dimasukkan ke wad kecemasan kerana gastrik yg teruk.
9. Saya mempunyai keluarga tiri.
10. Saya mempunyai boyfriend yg paling hensem dlm dunia!!hahaha




saje nk share video ni.haha.amek from my friend's blog.saye tidak mempunyai sebarang komen pasal video ni.

June 09, 2010

Fosforus putih


I got this from an email, and I think I would like to share with you guys.



Semalam Razali Awang, pemberita TV3 yg pergi ke Gaza baru-baru ni, datang ke my company tu share his experience. Persatuan Islam Pekerja yg anjurkan. Razali ni tiap kali dia bercerita, mesti tersekat2 sebab dia kata dia tak dpt lupakan pengalaman yg dia akan kenang smpai mati. I ada things yg nak share yg buat I tak boleh tido mlm tadi: Mesir

Razali kata ni Firaun modern. Nama je Islam tapi dah very secular. Sanggup kencing di dinding2 masjid. Mesir sekat sempadan ..the only way ke Gaza . Makanan dan ubatan2 sume rosak kat sempadan Mesir-Gaza. Sempadan Gaza and Mesir is 14 km long. Kalau lah tak de sekatan, rakyat Palestine takkan kebuluran... "Mesir lebih rela bersempadan dgn Israel drp bersempadan dengan Hamas!" – Apa punya manusia ni, kata Razali Awang.

Khutbah Jumaat di Mesir mengharamkan khutbah mengenai keganasan di Gaza . Razali btau rakyat Palestin yg dia interview, kat Malaysia tiap Jumaat kami bacakan Qunut Nazilah dan bersolat hajat demi kesejahteraan rakyat Palestine … Berapa banyak checkpoint dia kena lalui kat Mesir…tapi dgn pertolongan Allah SWT lepas pulak..tapi perit nya..yg mintak rasuah…charge naik bas 500 meter is RM70!!! Memang sekutu kuat Amerika and Israel . (Eee…tak ingin hantar anak gi Al Azhar..lebih baik hantar ke negara Islam lain..UIA pun dah bagus!!!)



Gaza ( Palestine )

Terbahagi kepada 2 – Hamas dan Fatah…Belah Fatah ada kasino! Kata wartawan dari Belgium dan Itali, the best strawberry in the world comes from Gaza !
Imam Shafie lahir di sini (sebak pulak bila dengar yg ni). Razali kata rakyat Palestine sgt berpegang teguh kpd ajaran Islam dan mazhab Shafie.

Org Palestine sgt baik dan friendly as compared to other Arabs esp yg kat Mesir tu.. Moyang Rasulullah SAW dikebumikan dia sini (lupa nama ..tapi dia mention Hashim….) Beautiful country, iklim Mediterranean .boleh kalahkan Los Angeles kalau tak kerana peperangan..



Hamas

Memang kalangan yg rela mati sebab mati syahid. Rela mati anytime. Bila bersalam perpisahan dengan Razali dia org ucap "Kalau anda dtg lagi ke sini, adakah kita akan bertemu lagi"…like they know they can die anytime.

Tulang2 yg melekat kat dinding bangungan rosak, tak busuk walau dah berminggu! Mayat tak reput langsung, bila kubur dibedil oleh Israel …punyalah jahat manusia, kubur pun nak bedil konon tempat simpan senjata.

Hamas ada 25,000 org...tak de senjata canggih tapi yg mati hanya 100 lebih je!! Hamas ni beroperasi di bawah tanah and they are everywhere. They operate in small groups.

Isteri kepada yg mati syahid, hanya ada satu misi, utk berperang dan mati syahid supaya dapat jumpa suami semula di syurga.. Bagi mereka, kanak2 yg mati berada di sisi Allah SWT. Menurut seorang ibu yg anak nya mati syahid, hari ni sorang mati, esok lahir lagi seorang bayi..


Israel

Memang pengecut sebab tak berani perang one to one ngan Hamas. Kat darat hanya duduk dlm kereta kebal. Pastu serang ngan bom pintar, bom fosforus dari jarak jauh. Dia org tau Hamas ada penembak tepat! So, depa takut nak turun dari kereta kebal.


Kereta kebal Israel musnahkan tanaman seperti anggur dan pokok zaitun sebab tanaman ni makan masa bertahun nak tumbuh balik. Biar rakyat Palestine kebulur dan tak de sumber pendapatan. Semua resolusi PBB, satu pun Israel tak ikut!!! Ada back-up besar lah katakannn...


Rakyat Palestine

Sedih Razali tengok dia org rebus rumput sebab dah tak de makanan. Kanak2 tiada cita-cita lain selain dari ingin menjadi pengebom berani mati kerana trauma melihat ahli keluarga dibunuh di depan mata sendiri!
Di hospital, pembedahan, jahit kulit ke apa ke…terpaksa dibuat tanpa bius. Sebab ubat dah tak de. Razali kata tak tahan dia tengok budak2 menjerit2 kesakitan bila kepala di jahit!

Dia jugak pergi sendiri ke dewan bedah yg telah dibedil dgn bom fosforus ..sebelum serangan ada few doctors sedang bedah pesakit….Razali kata tak de apa yg tinggal ..semua dah jadi abu!!! Ada la nampak serpihan tulang sikit2 here and there…Fosforus ni dia hancurkan kulit dan tulang…Nauzubillah. Ada banyak lagi..but too long to write. Razali Awang memang volunteer nak pergi ke Gaza ...So, inilah yg diceritakan oleh beliau.

Satu lagi antara pembekal rifle ke Israel selain dari USA is negara jiran kita ni ha...yg paling dekat...SINGAPURA! So Razali kata kalau kita shopping kat sana mcm kita sokong Israel .
So friends, kita terus doa dan berdoa utk keselamatan saudara Islam kita di mana jua mereka berada..

Wasalam.

The bellow photos are not a Movie Shooting or Celebrating a festival with crackers... its a school in Gaza .. this is the current situation of the innocent people in Gaza !

Make sure you read till last to know what is white phosphorus! and the effect!


UNRWA SCHOOL, PALESTINE







































June 08, 2010

Do you want to live forever?

Hello people!

Here I go again, it's been long time since I update this blog. Oh well, I'm having my final exam now, quite busy studying lately ( and I can say I'm lazy to update too!.LOL). Okay, enough with the rants, now I wanna talk about something I think serious. Seriously? Oh yeah. haha. ok ok, serious. This is serious.

If you are given a choice to live forever, would you want to take it?
If that question is asked to me, my answer is NO.

Okay fine, to be honest, at first, I thought yes, then after made some thinking, I change my answer to NO.

I always feel scared to become old (this is so honest from me). I mean, to be like nenek kebayan si bongkok 3, wrinkle all over my body, everything, well I mean like hands, legs, will not be as strong as I used to be when I was young. Same goes for the lung, kidney, heart, and maybe I will be so fragile to various kind of diseases coz of the very weak antibody, etc etc. I do not want to become old. I used to think to stay young forever, as if I cam meet Edward, I wanna be his vampire.haha. Just to stay young forever.

Okay, it does not gonna happen. I know, I know. So, I thought more scientifically how to live forever. Then I remember the theory of relativity by Einstein. Then, I came out with an idea, okay, I can live longer, provided I can go to the space (anywhere in the space) with the speed of light or a speed near that (which still is impossible). But let say, with some kind of technology, this can be done, (rather than assuming Edward Cullen is really exist is really a stupid assumption to make). Then, I can go to the space, just for 2 days in my time frame and come back to earth, then I can say I expand my life for another 2 millions years! So, yay!!I live 2 more million years!! (If anyone of you does not understand how I can expand the life for 2 more million years, you really need to study the theory of relativity. I dont bother to explain it here)

But yes. That's stupid. You know what? Living 2 millions years ALONE is not what I'm aiming for. Yes, I do not want to get old, but that does not mean I want to live alone forever if I had the chance. Seeing the people that you love die, seeing the people that you care the most leaving you, seeing all your friends gone one by one is the hardest part. For me, I'd rather leaving them, than they leaving me. I dont like the feeling of emptiness, loneliness in my life. Yes. I need them.

So, I twist my mind. I do not mind getting older. I do not scared having wrinkle at the age of 80 yo (if I still alive by then). Everyone will die. Back to basic, that how He decided for us. He knows the best. Who am I to against His will to live longer?


p/s: This is so random.