Hisashiburi. It's been quite sometime since I last update this blog. As time flies, many things happened.
It's 2nd time my beautiful, cute and adorable daughter, Safiyyah warded in the hospital. That means, its more than twice she had been injected. What 6 months old baby knows about pain?
Whenever Safiyyah gets injected, I feel so guilty. Deeply inside.
Whenever Safiyyah cry while been injected, I feel so sad. Deeply inside.
Whenever she's in pain, I feel the pain too. Deeply inside.
It makes me think whether I'm a good mother..or not..? Am I really doing my best to be one?
People see me okay from the outside. But inside out, only He knows. How much I cried, how many times I fell, but I tried to stay strong. I have to be strong in front of my daughter.. if I'm not, how can she'll be strong too?
Safiyyah.. please forgive ummi for not being able to take the best care for u.. :'(